Anger

 Sunday 

05-31-2026

Yesterday I went and watched Backrooms with my son. I liked the movie a lot.  There was no resolution. And I think that was the best choice because if there had been resolution then the backrooms story would have died.  No resolution lets the story continue.

I bought some differin gel yesterday at Wal-Mart.  It comes in a box. When I got home, I opened the box and it was empty. Someone had stolen the product.  Now, I have to go to Wal-Mart again and see if they will let me get a new one. 

I want to write about 500 things, and I don't want to write at all.  

I'm angry because you got off free.  

Angry because I'm over here suffering and missing you. 

You are over there with your friends and your normal family.

Having a great time.  You probably feel so relieved that I'm gone. 

They've probably already set you up with someone new. 

I wish everyone knew what I knew.  

I still have the letter. I'm not going to lie .......

Sometimes I want to send it to everyone in that town. 

Just pick random addresses and send it .............

Find our who your new girl is and send it to her. 

I can't do it. I won't. Revenge is God's alone. 

Revenge for what anyway ........

Revenge or warning her ......

Did you act that way because of how I was acting   or 

is that your true self...........

Why did T end your engagement ....

Why did you scream at me 

Why did you leave me in the driveway 

Why were you always criticizing me 

You hated it when K would say At least, you're pretty 

You hated it 

Why did you always say it to me 

I'm not stupid.  I was stupid with you 

I felt stupid, I had no confidence 

With you 

Well, I found myself again. 

Guess what?

I am pretty. 

I am intelligent. 

I have a great sense of humor. 

I am a child of God. 

I am a daughter of the King. 

I have good ideas. 

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This is me healing.